Frustration

mkpl=[Lately I have been feeling very frustrated. I hardly see my husband even though I am in the Tri cities with him. He has been so busy with that it seems like I hardly get to see him and when I do he is busy doing work related stuff in the office or he is very tired. Right now I am having a hard time seeing the positve in him working so much I know there is. To add to my frustration I want to go MN next month and I am having a hard time excepting that 99.9% we won't be going. Work work work and lack of money to do anything besides bills bills. I really need to start praying. It has been a little over a yr the last time we were there and it was a quick trip. Obadiah has Aunts and Uncles that haven't even met him and he will be a yr next month. I know times are tough but I just feel bad. I want to go so bad that I have been looking at tickets for me and the boys and seriously wondering if I am crazy. Who knows maybe it is all pregnancy related emotions coming out. Another thing that is frustrating me is that we are going to have to get a van and Seth figures we can wait until Jan to get it. I am due Jan 31st. I would like to get it sooner then later. I have been looking online at mini van that are older then our car and a lot less money. Well I better stop Obadiah wants my attention.

all in all it was a good day

This morning I went to town. I wanted to go to Kohls and to Walmart to get some items to bake with. Seth took Zedekiah to work with him so that was a nice little break. I stopped at the job and Seth somehow cut himself. I left before 7 am to go to town. I ended up making two trips to walmart. I stopped at Kyle and Julie's too. I didn't get back until after 12. Seems like there is no such thing as a quick trip to town anymore. I was able to make rice krispy bars, chocolate chip cookies. and lemon cake mix cookies. Obadiah slept the whole time. I had fun but unfortanely my hip started hurting from standing. I didn't even do all the baking I wanted to do. Now I am just relaxing need to wash a load of clothes, boys need baths, and I was hoping to make another pan of rice krispy bars.

life in Mesa wa

Can't really tell you how life is going on Dole Valley RD since we are hardly there. I am thankful for the work but would love to have a break.
Seth's allergies have been really bothering him so he has been pretty miserable. He is tired and he is working like crazy. Sometimes it is hard to be thankful specially when I feel like we have no time as a family.
As far as for me I am doing ok. pregnant, busy being mommy, irritable, and a major lack of sleep otherwise can't complain too much.
Boys are doing good. Zedekiah is finally making an attempt at his him when as who he is he says I'm Kiah. when he wants me to pick him up he say "I hold you." he also has started saying "common mama". Today he was pinching himself and mad and in a growly voice says quit pinching. silly boy. He loves being outside and spends most of the day outside. Obadiah is growing like a weed. he is 35 inches yikes almost 3 ft and he isn't even a yr old. he is getting more busy and into everything he has discovered that he can climb on G&G Matson's coffee table. and loves climbing upstairs. today he took 2 steps for his uncle Amos. I got too see. he weighs around 23 lbs. he loves to growl. Seth said that we should start calling him bear.
Life in Mesa has been going pretty good for the most part. I am looking forward to being a family again. I guess that sums up our lives.... BUSY BUSY BUSY!!

pregnancy 14.5 weeks

I have a doc appt tonight sure hope my blood pressure isn't high. and everything goes well. I am taking Obadiah with me. Yesterday I felt baby move love that feeling. I can't wait to see how much this little baby has grown. I am guessing each pregnancy must go by faster and faster.

Obadiah

My Baby is growing so fast. He is so diff. then his big brother. he is learning so many things. He has learned how to climb up on the coffee table and one day he got into the tub. Yikes! He will be 11 months old on the 12th its sad to see him growing so fast even with another baby on the way. He has very good appetite. he like eating cold hot dogs just like his big brother. Speaking of climbing he is climbing right now. I am taking him to finally get his 9 month shots and can't wait to see how much he weighs. He is our little digger and loves to put everything in his mouth. He is not walking yet but I have a feeling that he will just take off and go.

good day

After trying all week to get a hold of my Dr. to get my lab results which included the results for my one hour glucose test. Sunday morning I noticed a voice mail it was a 509 number and the time that they called was after 10 pm my first thought was hmm I wonder if it was my dr and sure enough it was. everything came back fine except my cholesterol level was a little hi and I passed my one hr. I still can't believe it. I am so excited but I am going to try and stay on the diet its fun to see my weight go down instead of going up. Praying all continues to go well.